Thursday, March 25, 2010

I miss you, more than ever. So please, make the days go by fast so I can see you soon :/

I love you, Le Phan.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Happy 7 months ♥

Friday, February 26, 2010

Le phan, you are the cause of my pain. Yet you are the heroine in my life.
Soooo, I have decided to enjoy my heroine, at the same time go through a bit of pain (once in a while, that is! :D)
I love you and that is all that matters, even if we fight nonstop.
Because all I know is that if you weren't here, the pain that I would have to suffer would be far greater than any pain that you've caused me.

I'm sorry for being such a jerk. I know I am a crazy son of a bitch who rages over little things, including dota! :L but we all have our flaws, and those are the things that we have to accept in one another.

I know we fight over and over again but pleaase, they come and go as often as fatboys walk in and out of Maccas! So I will promise you that I will try 110% to make us perfect. Oh wait, we're already perfect so what am I talking about >:D
Well let's just say, I don't want to be the reason why you shed tears everynight.
I don't know what I can do to stop this but I know I can!
So just be a little patient because sooner or later, there would be no such thing as a 'fight' between us anymore! There'd only be joy, love and happiness with me, nothing else :)

I love you Le Phan, so don't go crying! but you won't ever cry anymore because I'm here stop it!
And if I don't, then I guess it's my shout for lunch again /sigh! joking :) $_______$


Night babe, thanks for ending last night with a smile instead of frown. Love you from top to toe, from left to right, from 1cm of a ruler to 30cms! :D

Sunday, February 21, 2010

i love you


because you like purple and I do tooo! :D

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Our very first Valentine's Day

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAYYY :)



It's our very first Valentine's day togetherrrrrr :D haha Aww I am so glad I was able to spend it with you and I am so glad that everything turned out well :)
Although we do get into many arguments, everythign will be fine as long as the both of us work hard and keep this relationship going, right? ^__^

Yeah, we been through plenty but what's a relationship without hard work, tears, pain, fights, forgiving, caring, trust, honesty and of course loving. Liek you said a relationship can not be perfect :P Nothing is haha.

I love you loadssssssssssss! I love your Valentine's gift as much as you love mine's :D haha
Awww you adorable boy, just can't get enough of youuuuu :)

Don't forget that there will be more Valentine's Day for us :P

Sunday, February 7, 2010

I freaken love you


HAPPY 6 MONTHS HUNNYY :)


awww I love you so much. Oh my god, has it been only 6 months? It felt so much longer I swear haha :) Well you know this is just the beginning cause you're stuck with me for life :P buwhaha Thank you for making my day ended so well :) As long as I'm with you I'm feeling happy already. There is still a long way for us and I'm sure we will work out all of our problems together like what we have been doing :) I am so glad to have you in my life.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

I'm so sorry but I love you

This blog is dedicated to you.
I just want to tell you how I feel about everything that has recently happened.

I know I did you wrong. I know I've hurt you big time. It hurts me so much to know that I'm hurting you this much. How could I do such a thing? But yes, I did it. I know it was the worst thing I could ever ever do to you.

I don't know what was going in my mind. I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do to make things right again. We still kept arguing until the sun rises and it was morning. It hurt so much to see how much of a bad girlfriend I really am. Yet, it hurt me so much to know how much you're in pain and I could not prove you wrong to make you feel at ease. I feel so so bad.

At that very moment when you were about to end it all. Tears started filling up my eyes and my hands were shaking. I could not believe everything was going to end. It was and only my fault. My stubbornness always gets to me gah. I didn't know what to do at that time. But I was really sure of one thing I must do. I didn't want to let go and I won't. I didn't want to lose you. It feels like my world was going to collapse. I just cried cause it hurts so much. I was so scared that we'll go our separate ways from that moment on. I was feeling lost, I just know that I can not lose you. I really love you. I really do. Stay with me. Please don't leave.

I have been thinking. Maybe, you'll be better off without me.It will hurt you, since I'm the one causing it. Maybe, you deserve someone better. You deserve more than this. On the other hand, even if you did agree you would be better off without me I wouldn't let you go anyways because I don't want to be away from you, ever.

Boy, I love you so so so much.

I am so sorry for what I've done. I am so sorry for causing you so much pain. I am so sorry for my stubbornness. I am so sorry for my bad attitude. I am so sorry for everything.

I am really thankful of you that you have forgiven me. I am really thankful of you that you still want to be with me. I am really thankful of you for still loving me. I am really thankful of you for accepting my bad sides.

I just want you to know that, I do feel really bad towards what has happened. I do feel really happy that you're still with me. Hopefully because of this it will make our relationship stronger.

I am here to make you happy and feel like the luckiest boy alive :) I don't want to cause you any pain, not at all.

Like I have said earlier, I will try to change because I want to be the best I can be for you. You must also help me because YOU are the reason why I change for the better :)

I, Le Phan really really really love you, Hien Lam :) hehe