People say just be yourself. For me, I'm scared of being myself cause sometimes you don't seem satisfied of me being myself.

Happy one year, Hien Lam :)

I love you so so so dam much. I dont' know where I'll be without you. We have been through so much. There is nothing that would tear us apeart. I love you for who you are. You have shared and taught me many wonderful things. I can't see my future without you.

ONE YEAR

Happy one year anniversary Le. I love you with all my heart and soul :) <3

If what I am is not what you want, then please, do whatever you want.

After all these fights, what have you learnt?

Is it to continue to find my bad traits and expose them?

Why do I have to tell you everything from head to toe. I've waited patiently to see how you would grow after these arguments but everything still remains the same. There was not ONCE that you said that you will try and get used to it. All you do is sit there, say whatever you have to say, then think it's over after I get angry.

I'm sick of all this. I am the only one making sacrifices. I never asked you to make any, all I asked was for you to try and get used to things. I may have you now, but what if I don't have you here anymore. Will I just be this one guy who's lost everything? You are definitely very special to me, but no matter how special you are, I still have my own life and you have yours.

You're always saying that I always yell and make you feel bad. Do you honestly think I purposely make you feel bad? No way. All I did was try to prove my point.

"When you're happy, you say good things about me and always reject the bad side of me. "

If we were not in bad moods, do I need to bring up the bad side of you? Do you think I that I need to? Why would you even say that? If any couple are having a good time, why would one of them bring up their other person's bad side.

"When you're angry you bring up all the bad side of me and don't see the good in me."

When you get angry at me, do YOU see the good in me? I don't know but from what I believe, no. I'm sure everybody is like this. You can not I am doing you bad by doing this.

The reason why I can not stand anything of this anymore is because you always seem to bring up the most pointless things to start a fight. You may say you didn't do it on purpose but why couldn't you have just thought about what I would say about it. Wouldn't it be clear to you by then that it 'could' initiate a fight?

You get annoyed and angry at me over the littlest things yet you say I always get angry at you.

You say that you're not stopping me, you're just 'telling' me how you feel. Then you would say that I don't need to consider your feelings, just do whatever I please. If you HONESTLY think that, you wouldn't have told me how you felt about it.

I am not enjoying life as much as I used to right now. . I just want to get away from all this drama for awhile. Go on a holiday. Travel somewhere where I don't know anyone.

If you honestly love me, you would at least show me that you are willing to try, and not say that you try once you have nothing else to argue back with.

That is all,

Goodbye, goodnight, for good.

I want to spend a day in your arms again. I miss your warmth. I hate your cold good byes.

They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices, but I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you.

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.